November 24, 2013

A day of aWAKENING... October 24, 2013

Beloved, seeing you smile brings energy as warm as the sun's rays
Your attitude and intentions were always filled with care
You reminded me of the Queen, the Candace that reigns within
You spoke words that always encouraged
You gave us To Heal a Nation and so much moor...

Taharka, our ancestor now may you watch over us
Guide us for eternity... Ese' Gan

November 6, 2013

Mama May I

Mama May I say you have been the wind beneath my wings
Mama May I say you are strong and brave in all you do
Mama May I say you love me unconditionally and for that I will forever be true

Mama May I say that I thank you for understanding me when I need you to
Mama May I say that I thank you for being true to who you are and raising me same
Mama May I say that I thank you for carrying me through hard times and back even when it rain

Mama May I say... I LOVE YOU!

To the Mothers that are real with themselves and the ones that gave birth to... here is a small token of our LOVE!

September 25, 2013

Short & Sweet... Wait for it

Wait for it but not to long
Wait for it but not if it feels wrong
Wait for it but only to prove to yourself your will is strong
Wait for it when others say don't because your heart says this is the one

Down Home Blues

You down in the dumps
You must got the coodies
Look over yonder
Around the skreet
Pick up some skraberries
I need sunt' to eat
Yo mamme' dragging her feet
But you just sitting i see
So don't be talking about my mama like that
You hear me...
Yo mama... Good rittens

It's dirty in the south
with gold in dey mouth
a tattoo on dey neck
it's that down home blues effect
wrecking creation but it keep us fused
with skittles painted on our cars
styling and profiling for someone else to profit from
Rims gleasing with armor oiled white walls
and tint to barely see through this that down home blues that we love to rock to

Mis taken Identity

The mirror is looking strange out of sync with it's original vision weakening by my mortal decisions

I'm mis taken identity not for what it's worth but for what you gave me

I will never be highly favored living in your image and neglecting my destiny within these limits

I'm mis taken identity not for what it's worth but for what you gave me

A plate full of garbage might as well had been a pigs ass grilled and seasoned

I'm mis taken identity not for what it's worth but for what you gave me

Love those Vibes

Your eyes send chills through my spine
As my kundalini rises

Supping your sweet taste (nectar)
Warmed by your embrace

Protected by your just in case
With a smooth operation from these surgical distractions

Aiming to rearrange this space of opportunity to feel your vibes I long to groove to, move to swing to, so soothing and new

Taking me an octave higher on the scale of desire
You send chills through my spine as my kundalini rises

September 24, 2013

Deep Down Under

They say distance makes the heart grow fonder
But when he's away I feel pain and loneliness deep down under

He makes me smile
He makes me laugh
When I'm feeling too lonely and want to cry
I call his name and his voice interrupts my fall
I can tell him anything from my soul and know when I'm finished he's the only one I've told

Many say he's not the one and he's not what you need because they seem to know all things
But I respond with "When I'm with him my mind, body, and soul is complete
I feel his spirit within from head to feet

I want him to know that our conversations may never cease
Though we go through hard times
I'm here to return the joy and happiness that's missed

So now I know that distance does make the heart grow fonder
And anyone who doesn't trust that can look in my eyes
And see how it truly feel deep down under

September 22, 2013

Relax, Relate, Release...

My body is weary, my mind is tired
I want to let out a scream but there's always a crowd
And I may be considered too loud

Some place honest I want to go but no matter where I'm at
Someone's putting on a show

My eyes are teary
My heart is full
My feet are in a race to out get of this space
My ears are tired
How you say...
From hearing so many lies told on me
Especially those told by people I thought cared for me
My brain is not only on family but those who surround me
I tell myself Relax, Relate, and Release...
It's all in the making!

Who Knows...

The color purple drips from your face in confusion of your current state
Masking your identity making up an old being with a new European

Crimson strings from your cheeks as blood runs from your eyebrows
Plucked, waxed and made to say HUH!

Shadowing your sight to to observe the true sun rising
After the storm of hating who's really inside praying for a rainbow
You color your eyes to hide you pain from
Who Knows...

September 15, 2013

Laboratory Hesi

Healthy You Healthy Me
What keeps self from healing...
There is a million ways to grow from the food we eat to the mental seeds we sow
We see obesity in the minds of many filled with heavy energy
Big Mama's kitchen can be poison or Big Mama's kitchen can be transformed
into a Laboratory where food is not just eaten but filled with love and healing ingredients
Healthy You Healthy Me
Heal Thy self, oh wise physician

*An affirmation before preparing healing meals*

September 14, 2013

Going Natural?&%#?

Here is where I evolve...
 This transition of my physical, spiritual and mental being has been an emotional roll coaster.  I have battled with sisters and brothers some family some one may call friends in defense of the process we so commonly call going natural...
For me it was an internal feeling that I had to express externally.
When I first cut my hair in 2005 I remember receiving so much hatred from Africans in America but I was immediately embraced and honored by Caucasians and Europeans and other races.
When my family joined me it started with my sister then my mother then cousins and our generations after has gone natural...
It became a ripple effect of awareness and enlightenment.
I became what some may call a radical and wanted to go to war with anyone who didn't agree or at least see how important it is to know their true self which was deeper than King James was able to explain and more honorable than we had been exposed to or told.
The second time I cut my hair I was preparing for a Phoenix flight but was taking over by fear and failed myself and soon after 6 beautiful (inside and out) sisters of mine known as Duafe' Forum asked me to join them in providing communities with information, resources and solutions pertaining to Natural Hair, Holistic Health, Entrepreneurship and Community Activism, a seed was planted (inception) and we have all grown gracefully in our own divine elements.
Now blessed with a royal crown that electrifies my energy with every cleanse
Going Natural... was DEEP for me.
Similar to a rites of passage and/or a spiritual transformation on so many levels.
Peace, Love and Light to all who allowed me to travel with them and trusted me well enough to travel with me and continue to in many ways seen and unseen.



Creation

Creation becomes shorthanded
when a boy sets out to do the job
fit for a man
When women are forced to participate
in the nature of reproduction
without the love and support of the other
When a woman must explain the mystery
of a boy who couldn't handle his calling
So demanding of his will and attention
Should one be disappointed to deal with the struggles of creation by herself
It's not fair to wake up at the dusk of dawn
to bathe, clothe, and feed a precious mouth all alone
To want more but unable to supply with a demand so high
Constantly asking...
Where is the other half of this plan?

Columbus Love

Head pounding...I'm suddenly awaken
A new discovery of a red vibration
Docked upon my land striking my soil (my soul) 
Bearing a cross between dishonor and loyalty Searching for a pot of gold through my fruitful fields of royalty 
This discovery makes me feel... like I'm falling
Strongly pulling my energy to move for a new calling 
Looking out for the signs and warnings
'Cause this discovery makes me feel... like I'm falling