Wait for it but not to long
Wait for it but not if it feels wrong
Wait for it but only to prove to yourself your will is strong
Wait for it when others say don't because your heart says this is the one
September 25, 2013
Down Home Blues
You down in the dumps
You must got the coodies
Look over yonder
Around the skreet
Pick up some skraberries
I need sunt' to eat
Yo mamme' dragging her feet
But you just sitting i see
So don't be talking about my mama like that
You hear me...
Yo mama... Good rittens
It's dirty in the south
with gold in dey mouth
a tattoo on dey neck
it's that down home blues effect
wrecking creation but it keep us fused
with skittles painted on our cars
styling and profiling for someone else to profit from
Rims gleasing with armor oiled white walls
and tint to barely see through this that down home blues that we love to rock to
You must got the coodies
Look over yonder
Around the skreet
Pick up some skraberries
I need sunt' to eat
Yo mamme' dragging her feet
But you just sitting i see
So don't be talking about my mama like that
You hear me...
Yo mama... Good rittens
It's dirty in the south
with gold in dey mouth
a tattoo on dey neck
it's that down home blues effect
wrecking creation but it keep us fused
with skittles painted on our cars
styling and profiling for someone else to profit from
Rims gleasing with armor oiled white walls
and tint to barely see through this that down home blues that we love to rock to
Mis taken Identity
The mirror is looking strange out of sync with it's original vision weakening by my mortal decisions
I'm mis taken identity not for what it's worth but for what you gave me
I will never be highly favored living in your image and neglecting my destiny within these limits
I'm mis taken identity not for what it's worth but for what you gave me
A plate full of garbage might as well had been a pigs ass grilled and seasoned
I'm mis taken identity not for what it's worth but for what you gave me
I'm mis taken identity not for what it's worth but for what you gave me
I will never be highly favored living in your image and neglecting my destiny within these limits
I'm mis taken identity not for what it's worth but for what you gave me
A plate full of garbage might as well had been a pigs ass grilled and seasoned
I'm mis taken identity not for what it's worth but for what you gave me
Love those Vibes
Your eyes send chills through my spine
As my kundalini rises
Supping your sweet taste (nectar)
Warmed by your embrace
Protected by your just in case
With a smooth operation from these surgical distractions
Aiming to rearrange this space of opportunity to feel your vibes I long to groove to, move to swing to, so soothing and new
Taking me an octave higher on the scale of desire
You send chills through my spine as my kundalini rises
As my kundalini rises
Supping your sweet taste (nectar)
Warmed by your embrace
Protected by your just in case
With a smooth operation from these surgical distractions
Aiming to rearrange this space of opportunity to feel your vibes I long to groove to, move to swing to, so soothing and new
Taking me an octave higher on the scale of desire
You send chills through my spine as my kundalini rises
September 24, 2013
Deep Down Under
They say distance makes the heart grow fonder
But when he's away I feel pain and loneliness deep down under
He makes me smile
He makes me laugh
When I'm feeling too lonely and want to cry
I call his name and his voice interrupts my fall
I can tell him anything from my soul and know when I'm finished he's the only one I've told
Many say he's not the one and he's not what you need because they seem to know all things
But I respond with "When I'm with him my mind, body, and soul is complete
I feel his spirit within from head to feet
I want him to know that our conversations may never cease
Though we go through hard times
I'm here to return the joy and happiness that's missed
So now I know that distance does make the heart grow fonder
And anyone who doesn't trust that can look in my eyes
And see how it truly feel deep down under
But when he's away I feel pain and loneliness deep down under
He makes me smile
He makes me laugh
When I'm feeling too lonely and want to cry
I call his name and his voice interrupts my fall
I can tell him anything from my soul and know when I'm finished he's the only one I've told
Many say he's not the one and he's not what you need because they seem to know all things
But I respond with "When I'm with him my mind, body, and soul is complete
I feel his spirit within from head to feet
I want him to know that our conversations may never cease
Though we go through hard times
I'm here to return the joy and happiness that's missed
So now I know that distance does make the heart grow fonder
And anyone who doesn't trust that can look in my eyes
And see how it truly feel deep down under
September 22, 2013
Relax, Relate, Release...
My body is weary, my mind is tired
I want to let out a scream but there's always a crowd
And I may be considered too loud
Some place honest I want to go but no matter where I'm at
Someone's putting on a show
My eyes are teary
My heart is full
My feet are in a race to out get of this space
My ears are tired
How you say...
From hearing so many lies told on me
Especially those told by people I thought cared for me
My brain is not only on family but those who surround me
I tell myself Relax, Relate, and Release...
It's all in the making!
I want to let out a scream but there's always a crowd
And I may be considered too loud
Some place honest I want to go but no matter where I'm at
Someone's putting on a show
My eyes are teary
My heart is full
My feet are in a race to out get of this space
My ears are tired
How you say...
From hearing so many lies told on me
Especially those told by people I thought cared for me
My brain is not only on family but those who surround me
I tell myself Relax, Relate, and Release...
It's all in the making!
Who Knows...
The color purple drips from your face in confusion of your current state
Masking your identity making up an old being with a new European
Crimson strings from your cheeks as blood runs from your eyebrows
Plucked, waxed and made to say HUH!
Shadowing your sight to to observe the true sun rising
After the storm of hating who's really inside praying for a rainbow
You color your eyes to hide you pain from
Who Knows...
Masking your identity making up an old being with a new European
Crimson strings from your cheeks as blood runs from your eyebrows
Plucked, waxed and made to say HUH!
Shadowing your sight to to observe the true sun rising
After the storm of hating who's really inside praying for a rainbow
You color your eyes to hide you pain from
Who Knows...
September 15, 2013
Laboratory Hesi
Healthy You Healthy Me
What keeps self from healing...
There is a million ways to grow from the food we eat to the mental seeds we sow
We see obesity in the minds of many filled with heavy energy
Big Mama's kitchen can be poison or Big Mama's kitchen can be transformed
into a Laboratory where food is not just eaten but filled with love and healing ingredients
Healthy You Healthy Me
Heal Thy self, oh wise physician
*An affirmation before preparing healing meals*
What keeps self from healing...
There is a million ways to grow from the food we eat to the mental seeds we sow
We see obesity in the minds of many filled with heavy energy
Big Mama's kitchen can be poison or Big Mama's kitchen can be transformed
into a Laboratory where food is not just eaten but filled with love and healing ingredients
Healthy You Healthy Me
Heal Thy self, oh wise physician
*An affirmation before preparing healing meals*
September 14, 2013
Going Natural?&%#?
Here is where I evolve...
This transition of my physical, spiritual and mental being has been an emotional roll coaster. I have battled with sisters and brothers some family some one may call friends in defense of the process we so commonly call going natural...
For me it was an internal feeling that I had to express externally.
When I first cut my hair in 2005 I remember receiving so much hatred from Africans in America but I was immediately embraced and honored by Caucasians and Europeans and other races.
When my family joined me it started with my sister then my mother then cousins and our generations after has gone natural...
It became a ripple effect of awareness and enlightenment.
I became what some may call a radical and wanted to go to war with anyone who didn't agree or at least see how important it is to know their true self which was deeper than King James was able to explain and more honorable than we had been exposed to or told.
The second time I cut my hair I was preparing for a Phoenix flight but was taking over by fear and failed myself and soon after 6 beautiful (inside and out) sisters of mine known as Duafe' Forum asked me to join them in providing communities with information, resources and solutions pertaining to Natural Hair, Holistic Health, Entrepreneurship and Community Activism, a seed was planted (inception) and we have all grown gracefully in our own divine elements.
Now blessed with a royal crown that electrifies my energy with every cleanse
Going Natural... was DEEP for me.
Similar to a rites of passage and/or a spiritual transformation on so many levels.
Peace, Love and Light to all who allowed me to travel with them and trusted me well enough to travel with me and continue to in many ways seen and unseen.
This transition of my physical, spiritual and mental being has been an emotional roll coaster. I have battled with sisters and brothers some family some one may call friends in defense of the process we so commonly call going natural...
For me it was an internal feeling that I had to express externally.
When I first cut my hair in 2005 I remember receiving so much hatred from Africans in America but I was immediately embraced and honored by Caucasians and Europeans and other races.
When my family joined me it started with my sister then my mother then cousins and our generations after has gone natural...
It became a ripple effect of awareness and enlightenment.
I became what some may call a radical and wanted to go to war with anyone who didn't agree or at least see how important it is to know their true self which was deeper than King James was able to explain and more honorable than we had been exposed to or told.
The second time I cut my hair I was preparing for a Phoenix flight but was taking over by fear and failed myself and soon after 6 beautiful (inside and out) sisters of mine known as Duafe' Forum asked me to join them in providing communities with information, resources and solutions pertaining to Natural Hair, Holistic Health, Entrepreneurship and Community Activism, a seed was planted (inception) and we have all grown gracefully in our own divine elements.
Now blessed with a royal crown that electrifies my energy with every cleanse
Going Natural... was DEEP for me.
Similar to a rites of passage and/or a spiritual transformation on so many levels.
Peace, Love and Light to all who allowed me to travel with them and trusted me well enough to travel with me and continue to in many ways seen and unseen.
Creation
Creation becomes shorthanded
when a boy sets out to do the job
fit for a man
When women are forced to participate
in the nature of reproduction
without the love and support of the other
When a woman must explain the mystery
of a boy who couldn't handle his calling
So demanding of his will and attention
Should one be disappointed to deal with the struggles of creation by herself
It's not fair to wake up at the dusk of dawn
to bathe, clothe, and feed a precious mouth all alone
To want more but unable to supply with a demand so high
Constantly asking...
Where is the other half of this plan?
when a boy sets out to do the job
fit for a man
When women are forced to participate
in the nature of reproduction
without the love and support of the other
When a woman must explain the mystery
of a boy who couldn't handle his calling
So demanding of his will and attention
Should one be disappointed to deal with the struggles of creation by herself
It's not fair to wake up at the dusk of dawn
to bathe, clothe, and feed a precious mouth all alone
To want more but unable to supply with a demand so high
Constantly asking...
Where is the other half of this plan?
Columbus Love
Head pounding...I'm suddenly awaken
A new discovery of a red vibration
Docked upon my land striking my soil (my soul)
Bearing a cross between dishonor and loyalty Searching for a pot of gold through my fruitful fields of royalty
This discovery makes me feel... like I'm falling
Strongly pulling my energy to move for a new calling
Looking out for the signs and warnings
'Cause this discovery makes me feel... like I'm falling
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